PP Lamp (Portable and pure)


For ye were sometimes darkness, but now are ye light in the Lord: walk as children of light:
Ephesians 5:8

I have been a Christian in name since age 15. But by the grace of God, His Spirit fell upon me at age 40, and the veil upon my heart was truly lifted up. While not in the same magnitude as that of Apostle Paul, whom God moved from determined persecutor of Christians, to a renowned defender of the Christian faith, defining moment, it was for me. It has been 13 wonderful years of journeying in the presence of our Lord. "I walked with Him," albeit tentatively. Then " Ran with Him," often in my haste, going off tandem, but He was always there to nudge me back. "Reflections for the moment," a respite I took as I learn to worship Him "In Spirit and Truth." And He gave me a refreshed heart, as I drew closer to Him in my time of need, for God speaks to us "Heart to heart." "Lightness of being," that was my last blog(#7), and I wasn't floating along in the new land He brought me to. Oppressed I was, but never depressed, for God always lifts me up and moves me forward.

But now, it is time to be what He has called us to be. To be the willing lamp, that fully allows the glory and power of His light to shine forth from us, in the world that is increasingly dark.
For darkness is the absence of Light.

God Blesses

Eng Hieang
9 Sep 2014

Wednesday, August 31, 2016

Children of The Light#32 As you are (1 Sep 2016)

Dear...

Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for human masters.
      Colossians 3:23


Humans are a strange lot. We have moments of happiness,and undue periods of unease and dissatisfaction.  Emperor Qin Shi Huang seek the elixir of life, us lesser mortals just want permanent joy and peace. And we misconstrued that to mean an ideal set of circumstances as determined by us will provide that result.


With the haze, the lingering sense of being oppressed is back, and while the air filters and aircondition do provide some relief, it is never complete. How one long for the clear blue skies of past yonder and the crisp clean air of New Zealand.


And with the news just in that Singapore has an ever ballooning cases of confirmed Zika infection, soon one has to decide between Zika or heatstroke, from oneś attire of choice.




You raise me up - a song by Josh Groban, that always stir up that emotional reconnection in me with our Lord. What about a version in Japanese? Go to the above link and listen to it.
You might not understand the words, but Godś love transcends our understanding.


Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter, you will restore my life again; from the depths of the earth you will again bring me up.
         Psalm 71:20


Is this true? It is for me, these past 55 years of my life.
Does this apply to all of us who believe and seek to follow our Lord or are there the few whose life seem to be on the continuum of downward spiral?


God never leave us to walk alone. Peace and joy is from the grace of God, given to a heart that seeks after Him and not the world.


Today, I felt a little unsettled. I am blessed with control over my time. But my spiigot of financial plenty has reduced significantly. I now give financially from a position of just enough rather than from plenty.


It is humbling, yet liberating. It is not what the world values, yet what God validates.


Many of us have enough of the burdensome and immoral behaviour of our worldly masters.
And the desire to break free from the golden handcuffs permeates across many of us.
But can we truly give up the riches of mammon that Satan promises Christ and all in return for our subservience?
Like the Jews of Christś time, we all know that God will provide. But just like the Jews of old, our perception of Godś salvation is couched in the benchmark of the finite and sinful world.
The Jews were disappointed and could not accept a lowly carpenter as their Saviour, much as Christ performed many miracles.
Today, many of us are unwilling to go where God is showing us, because it meant giving up the accoutrements that define our place in society and learning to depend upon the Lord our God.
And God does not give us His  blueprint for us in advance.
And success in ministry is very different from success as the world defines it.


Is always going to God and resting in Him and moving only when He moves us logical?
Has one become lazy and incapable? For the world values initiative, drive and strife.
If the Lord our God was just an inanimate idol carved from oneś imagination, then indeed this approach will end in grief for us.
But God is an omnipresent, divine and Sovereign God.
Everything at His timing and way. Like Peter who walked wonderfully on water. It is exhilarating if we learn to focus on Christ our Lord. It is downright daunting if we choose to look away.


God will work through us as we are. It is our heart that needs to be prepared, to only have a place for Him and Him alone.


God Blesses


Eng Hieang
1 Sep  2016


An afterhought
  • Something I just received from brothers doing mission work in China. If we are not spiritually right with God, ministry will be a slog.  The need to stay close to our Lord is imperative for all who seek to be His vessel of grace, for we are in the forefront of the battlefield.
  • And God work through us, not we work for Him.
Hence the need to focus on letting His Spirit transform us unto a holy and acceptable   
Vessel before He moves us  forth.


And indeed God affirms this truth, as He led me to the Book of Joshua which spoke to me these words
  • Victory comes through faith in God and obedience to His Word, rather than through military might or numerical superiority.


What does this mean in practical terms?

  • In the ways of carnal man, we seek to do by our own understanding
  • In the ways of God, we seek Him first, in His Words and in Prayers. And move only when He shows us. And for me in this journey of following, time with Him, in His Words and Prayers underlines my every day that HE grants me.

Sunday, August 14, 2016

Children of The Light #31 An undivided heart (14 Aug 2016)

Dear…

Even after Jesus had performed so many signs in their presence, they still would not believe in him.
     John 12:37

King Hezekiah was a king like no other. He seek after the Lord with his all and removed all the high places where idols were worshipped.
For the past 15 years of my life, since the Spirit of our Lord fell upon me, I have in all my imperfections, seek after our Lord. Yet I often struggle with letting go of my all in total surrender to our omnipresent God.

Like some of the kings of Judah past, I seek the Lord, yet I left the high places alone. For I often place them as important if not more important than pleasing the Lord our God.

Then Jesus told him, “Because you have seen me, you have believed;blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.”
      John 20:29

With the wonderful victory of Joseph Schooling at the Olympics, the accolades are overflowing and his parents and him deserve it for their perserverance in what was a long and lonely journey.

And it is not unexpected to have many who now jump onto this bandwagon of success, when till recently, they were never part of the picture.
And on a sidetrack, I shall go look for my sonś  ACS Junior yearbook, for it must be of some worth on ebay now that Joseph is up in the pedestal!!

What about Christ? Many adored him on Palm Sunday, laying palm fronds and their very clothes on the ground as Christ rode on the mule, down to Jerusalem. They have witnessed the miracles performed by our Lord.

Yet, just a few days later, the same adoring crowd were baying to crucify Him.

Are most of us not too dissimilar to these fickle Jews of old?
I have been blessed to experience the grace of God upon my life.
Yet, I often err and in my disobedience, I have pain our omnipresent Lord. I do not do what I should do, and often do what I should not do.

Seek the Lord while he may be found; call on him while he is near.
         Isaiah 55:6

When will the day be when I am truly like Christ the perfect Son of God?
Rather than seek that state of perfection, which is only possible by the transforming power of our Lord, there is one thing that I can and must always do.
Which is to seek the Lord our God with my all and to be determined to submit to Him.

But these are written that you may believe[a] that Jesus is the Messiah, the Son of God, and that by believing you may have life in his name.
       John 20:31
Michael Phelps went through a bad patch in his life in the years between the London Olympics and Rio. If the article in the net is to be believed, He found the Lord our God, and with it, the peace and joy that no number of Olympic medals could bring him. Like the promise of John 20:31, he believed and in doing so, he found a new wonderful life in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.

Teach me your way, Lord, that I may rely on your faithfulness;
give me an undivided heart,  that I may fear your name.
Psalm 86:11



Like the symbolic 3 silver medalist on both side of the gold winning Joseph Schooling, is there a message our Lord has for all of us as a nation mightily blessed by Him, even before this Olympic triumph? That we who are blessed to have the veil lifted upon our hearts. That we must indeed give the Lord our God our undivided heart.
For to continue to do otherwise, will bring about great grief upon ourselves.
God Blesses
Eng Hieang
14 Aug 2016