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For ye were sometimes darkness, but now are ye light in the Lord: walk as children of light:
Ephesians 5:8

I have been a Christian in name since age 15. But by the grace of God, His Spirit fell upon me at age 40, and the veil upon my heart was truly lifted up. While not in the same magnitude as that of Apostle Paul, whom God moved from determined persecutor of Christians, to a renowned defender of the Christian faith, defining moment, it was for me. It has been 13 wonderful years of journeying in the presence of our Lord. "I walked with Him," albeit tentatively. Then " Ran with Him," often in my haste, going off tandem, but He was always there to nudge me back. "Reflections for the moment," a respite I took as I learn to worship Him "In Spirit and Truth." And He gave me a refreshed heart, as I drew closer to Him in my time of need, for God speaks to us "Heart to heart." "Lightness of being," that was my last blog(#7), and I wasn't floating along in the new land He brought me to. Oppressed I was, but never depressed, for God always lifts me up and moves me forward.

But now, it is time to be what He has called us to be. To be the willing lamp, that fully allows the glory and power of His light to shine forth from us, in the world that is increasingly dark.
For darkness is the absence of Light.

God Blesses

Eng Hieang
9 Sep 2014

Sunday, November 27, 2016

Children of The Light#36 In awe (28 Nov 20176)



Dear…

Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like someone who looks at his face in a mirror  and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like.
     James 1:23

Just yesterday, I finally made a momentous decision. Decided to order online a few bottles of Thayers Witch Hazel cleansing toner. I guess my narcissism got the better of me.

These past few months, I have been struggling. Knowing the word and clear commands of our Lord, yet often succumbing to my carnality.

The opening introduction to the Book of James in my Holman Bible says
Faith understands temptations. It will not allow us to consent to our lust and slide into sin. Faith obeys the Word. It will not merely hear and not do.

In our LordÅ› prayer that Christ taught to all, one line that stands out for me this period is Lead us not to temptation.
It will be easy if God just take away from us all possibilities of temptation. But truth be it that while God can do that, He gives us a free will to exercise the right to submit to Him and flee from temptation.

but each person is tempted when they are dragged away by their own evil desire and enticed. 15 Then, after desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin;  and sin, when it is full-grown, gives birth to death.
     1 James 1:14-15

I now put this verse in my smartphone, the modern day Tree of Knowledge. And like the proverbial fruit that Adam sinned in taking from this Tree, today, the internet is both a great source of knowledge as well as temptation.

Whom have I in heaven but you?
And earth has nothing I desire besides you.
        Psalm 73:25
Desire. If my desire is for the world, then it is only natural to succumb to temptations that the devil lays in our path.
I realize the way to overcome temptation is to have only one desire, for the Lord our God. Then whatever the devil throws at us, will have no traction.
How can one not be in awe of the grace and omnipresence of our Lord.
Just last nite, my boy with his friends were stuck in the desolate forest of the Great Ocean Road in Victoria, Australia. Their car broke down.
Yet in half an hour, our Lord send an angel in the form of a passing couple who gave them a lift back to their hostel, 45 minutes away.
And this morning, what looks like a 6 hour journey back to Melbourne via public transport, as the car rental company was not very helpful, was no longer necessary.
They found the source of the problem for the car and now they can drive back safely.

Why thank God for something that could be pure luck?
The first instance for the couple to pass by late in the evening in an isolated place is no luck but by the grace of our ever present God.
And God always affirms. This morning as we were praying for what looks like a difficult situation yet I have never doubted that God is in control and has a greater purpose for allowing it.Someone who does not know about our present issues sent me an article extract below

Today is the day …
to commit problems to God.
God never intended for you to be controlled by the problems in your life.
That is why He took so much care to let you know that you can place your trust in Him.
He is the One who cares for you.
He does not promise that things will necessarily turn out as you expect them to.
But He does say with certainty that He will take care of you in every situation you encounter.
You will not have to face the problems of your life alone.
God will be there to see you through.

The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and he helps me. My heart leaps for joy, and with my song I praise him.
           Psalm 28:7 NIV


Whoever gives heed to instruction prospers, and blessed is the one who trusts in the Lord.
     Proverbs 16:20 NIV


A few minutes later, my son text me to tell me that they have resolved the issue.
A computer chip attached to the car key was missing and that was the reason for the stalled car.
By His grace they just found the chip

In my weakness, I have often succumbed to my carnal desires, and sinned, much as I know the Word of God and I know God is watching. What a foolish and irresponsible behaviour on my part.
Yet God is forbearing. He knows my limits and imperfections, and He allows much as He corrects.

... let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, 2 fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith.
       Hebrews 12:1-2

May His grace allow me now to be resolute to be Holy, for He is Holy
To move forward resolutely, we must be very mindful that God is indeed omnipresent and one must hold Him in awe and not dare to muck around. For the fear of our God is the beginning of wisdom, and the love of God gives us every reason not to disappoint Him.

God Blesses

Eng Hieang
16 Nov 2016



Tuesday, November 8, 2016

Children of The Light#35 There is a God (8 Nov 2016)

Children of The Light#35  There is a God ( 8th Nov 2016 )

Is anyone among you in trouble? Let them pray. Is anyone happy? Let them sing songs of praise.
    James 5:13

This morning I received a text msg from my property agent in Japan. She said that she will monitor the situation and let me know if there is a need for evacuation. An incomplete message can create fear and trepidation. But thanks to our Lord, extrapolated fears are a thing of the past for me, for I know that our good Lord is Sovereign over everything.

A quick check on the internet solved the mystery. It seems a huge sinkhole was created just in front of the main train station in Fukuoka City. A mere few streets away from where my apartment was.

If it was like the unstoppable mudflow in Indonesia, then by the time you read this, my apartment should have been swallowed up by now. But by the grace of our dear Lord, it has not. And my initial assurance of His Sovereignty is now expanded to a thankful heart. Indeed God shelters me once again.

I guess the above verse James 5:13 is an ambivalent verse for me. Because I was on the edge of the precipice yet not there. A joyful prayerful praise that resonates from a grateful heart.


It was just 7 months back, in April this year when an unexpected and unprecedented double earthquake hit Kumamoto, the prefecture next to Fukuoka City, both being in Kyushu Island, Japan.
90% of the buildings in Kumamoto were damaged. Again save for a tilted window pane, my apartment was in good shape. God truly shelters His children.

The past one year of walking out of the prison of corporate life, and throwing away, albeit with much reluctance,  the golden handcuffs, has been a new and sometimes challenging journey. Being the imperfect human being, my soul sometimes seek affirmation from our Lord for this sacrificial obedience. Affirmation God gave me aplenty, but not the way our carnal man desires. The latter being wealth, status, pride.

You save the humble,
but your eyes are on the haughty to bring them low.
     2 Samuel 22:28

Humble I thought I was, but God knew in my subconscious, there was a further layer to be cleansed, and He did, and thankfully, struggle sometimes I do, but come what may, I clung on to Him.

Yet God knows our limits, even as He refines us. Today has been a wonderful day, with my apartment near but not in the sinkhole. And a surprise added bonus as this wonderful year comes to a close, from a dormant investment that I thought has already given me a fair return.

Richness of life God gives us in our journey of following Him. But He also provides riches of wealth when He knows we will not be corrupted by it.
Am I ready to be a recipient of the inevitable transfer of wealth in these End Times intensified?
I know not, but it is better to focus on Him, depend upon Him, and with His given wisdom, use the resources He has blessed us with today well His way.

The Lord Almighty is with us;
   the God of Jacob is our fortress.
     Psalm 46:7


God blesses

Eng Hieang

8 Nov 2016